Whats my wish for this xmas?

Dont have.

Then whats for new year?

Maybe small reunion can do.

Not hoping anything further. I fear to hope.



Btw,
Miss papa.

I remember how he used to carry me on his back whenever I have tired of running everywhere. When he taught me to swim, and I used to look back to see how far I have fought through the water. When he brought me to the seashore and played with sands.

I cant tell you Papa, how I studied hard here to make you proud of me. When I can get the title Bachelor of Psychology, with Honours, and stand highly in front. Thats to show how I dedicate to you.

But I struggle much. No pain No gain. No such a great title for a lazy and useless student like me. I used to procrastinate. I like to see my time flies. I afraid I cant give you much.

You said its not about "I cant". Yes, maybe I can, but, do you still smile back to me when I cant reach it? Do you still see me as your intelligent daughter?

1 short essay of film critique
1 statistic mid test
1 long essay about odor and memory
1 presentation about animal vision
1 long essay about developmental profile analysis
1 presentation of environmental psych
1 short essay of paper critique


all must be accomplished before 24 Dec. and I haven't included my final exams. Now its time to sing...

Christmas, Christmas time is near
Time for toys and time for cheer
We've been good, but we can't last
Hurry Christmas, hurry fast
Want a plane that loops the loop
Me, I want a hula hoop
We can hardly stand the wait
Please Christmas, don't be late

I wanna join the collaboration of the chipmunks. Sure I think those three funky creatures will team up, help me enough to bring the joy back to my life.

Kucoba untuk melupakan
saat ku sengaja kau sakiti
jujur tak mungkin sanggup kupenuhi
untuk berpisah.

Hanya dirimu yang mampu
membuatku utuh,
dan kuharap suatu saat nanti kita bersama lagi.

Takkan sirna cinta kita
takkan sirna,
biarlah kita terus mencinta
tanpa memiliki,
biarlah masa yang menyembuhkan
luka hati di akhir nanti.

Manusia tak ada yang sempurna
kita berdua pun sama saja,
sayangi aku apa adanya
jangan memaksa.

Bukakanlah mata hatimu
temukan lagi cinta ini,
cinta yang tiada pernah mempertanyakan
karena diriku ini masi sayang padamu
selalu, apa adanya.

Terima kasih telah meluruhkan segala bayangan tak nyata yang tak hentinya menarik kewarasanku.

Kukira ia takkan habis, kukira dia memang terancang abadi dan sampai mati membentang diantara kita.

Yang tak pernah kuucapkan, tetapi tak luput kurasakan.

Sekarang sirna. Melalui konversasi ringan kau mengangkat aku dan kau mengidupkan aku kembali, meski kau yang pernah mematikan langkahku.

Semua telah tiada.

Kutak bisa paksakan itu ada untukmu.

Never have a powerful flashback like this when hearing this song before. But I feel each day it gives too much sensation that I cant mention.

That I feel going home, resting and comfortably fitting in the closest thing that I dont know how it exists.

James Blunt, you are brilliant.

COOL. My feet weren't designed to enjoy the goddamn beautiful feeling on this fabulous pair. Anyway, still like.

And, must I bury $50 so months later I can see some growth for a tree, just for a bangle? Every times I look to those set of bangles, with those unique and timeless motives, I wonder when I got them.

Aneh. Kenapa waktu kelas padet bahkan ampe jam 10 malem gw masi segar bugar, tapi badan rontok seketika pas libur sminggu kayak gini?

Ya sakit tenggorokan lah, pilek lah, batuk lah, meriang lah, pusing lah, lemes lah. Ga mungkin dong ini cobaan yg ngalang-ngalangin gw bikin tugas?

Sakit dateng dr pikiran, sakit juga bikin pikiran nyumbat.

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